ABC Diet day 3: 300 cals

Here we go! Well here's another update on my little adventure and many things have been paying off. Weight lost so far had been tremendous and I'm excited to say I've taken full measurements of myself (no so tremendous). Here they are:
Weight- 100.4
Weight lost- -2 lbs
BMI- 18.4
Chest (Ribs)- 27"
Breasts- 30"
Waist- 29"
Hips- 32"
Bicep- 9"
Lower Arm- 8"
Thigh- 17"
Calf- 12"
Neck- 12"
Shoulders- 36"
Bum- 33"
Wrist- 6"
Body Fat Percentage- 18.48%

I'm not quite sure if those measurements are good or not but I'm not happy with them. Esspecially my thighs and tummy. I also really wanna get my body fat percentage down to like atleast 15%. I'm also excited that I'm only .4 lbs away from my first goal weight! happyhappyjoyjoy. So another concern that's been bugging me is my boyfriend. He just lost ten pounds in a week for wrestling. I'm afraid he'll like weightloss so much and eating so little that he might continue and jump on the wrong track like myself. I wouldn't want this for him at all. Oh and sorry that there's no picture for today of myself, I was too lazy to take one after my six hour nap. Don't worry I look no different from last time. I'm going to start taking full measurements every Sunday from now on to see the changes. Wish me luck.
Stay Beautiful,
Jordan <3

ABC Diet Day 2: 500 cals

Today was less than a challenge. I couldn't belive how easily I am going past foods I would have once picked up with no thought. It's unbelievable. It's glorious. I ate okay today, not even things I like to eat. It was rather bland... Anyway here is today!
Current Weight: 102.2lbs
Weight lost: -1.2lbs
Overrall Weightloss: -2.8lbs
BMI: 18.7
Food intake: Breakfast Essentials Chocolate (130cals), Ham and cheese sandwich on wheat bread (250cals), French Onion Sun Chips (130cals), Chocolate Milk (170cals)
Total Food Intake: 850
Exercise: 35min on my eliptical (451cals)
Total Calorie Intake: 499
Me today:

No real difference yet but that's to be expected. I just wanna get rid of my tummy and thighs. Then maybe I'd be happy. Ughh, I wish I was taller so my weight would look like less than it is (I'm 5'2"). I wanna say that I am starting to get hunger pains but they aren't very extreme and I'm quite used to them this far along in anorexia. I've recovered about two times now. Bad habits really are hard to break. I need support... :/
Stay Beautiful,
Jordan <3

Oh The Irony...

My Boyfriend is a wrestler. In wrestling you have to try and lose weight to wrestle at your certain weight category. This week he was over his weight (122) by one pound (so he's 123). His parents (mostly his father) flipped on him and made him feel so shameful. It really upsets me. Then he told me that he plans on eating and drinking nothing but water until Monday. I was encouraging him to eat and be healthy and that wrestling is not everything. That he shouldn't feel the need to weigh a certain number. If only I felt the same way.
I'm such a hypocrite...

ABC Diet Day 1 (again): 500 cals

So today I decided to try again at the ABC diet. I am completely confident I can get to the end of this one (or quite far for that matter) this time around. Well here it goes!
Starting Weight: 105lbs
Current Weight: 103.4lbs
Weight lost: -1.6lbs
Overall Weight loss: -1.6lbs
Height: 5'2"
Calories Consumed:
Breakfast- Breakfast Essentials Pack (chocolate/original) 130 cals, Lunch- Macaroni and Cheese (200 cals), Hot Dog with bun (200 cals), Chocolate Milk 8oz. (140 cals) TOTAl: 770cals
Exercise: Eliptical Workout for 30min (497 cals)
Calorie intake with exercise counted in: 273 cals
So basically that's all I really had!
Here's me at the end of the day:

Ughh my thighs. :/
So today was my sisters 5th birthday and I had to dodge the ever dreded cake! It was actually less hard then I thought it might have been! Good. That means my sense of willpower is turning back on! :D
Comment and give me feedback. Love you huns!
Stay Beautiful,
Jordan <3

Still Huge.

Hey Guys! Here I am again! Curretn weight is now 105lbs, I'm still 5'2", and I'm still fat. I just wanted you guys to know I'm still alive....